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Room 6620, The Morning Of...
The evening had passed quietly, with no more talk of promises or commitment, or anything of consequence, really.
She'd tried to fall asleep, but only succeeded in dozing lightly off and on. Every time he shifted or exhaled too sharply, she'd found herself wide awake. Hypervigilance, she thought. Her mind was fixated on the thought that she might miss saying goodbye. He wouldn't dare sneak out on her. He was a bastard sometimes, but he wasn't exactly heartless.
Well, most of the time.
When the first light of dawn hit the windows, she was already awake, listening to the sound of his breathing. She debated getting up and laying out his suit for him, but that would mean leaving the warmth of the bed.
'Love? It's time.'
She knows he's anxious to get back. A part of her understands, remembering how hard it was those first few days and weeks in Fenchurch, waiting to wake up from the nightmare. At least he has the option to go home.
She'd tried to fall asleep, but only succeeded in dozing lightly off and on. Every time he shifted or exhaled too sharply, she'd found herself wide awake. Hypervigilance, she thought. Her mind was fixated on the thought that she might miss saying goodbye. He wouldn't dare sneak out on her. He was a bastard sometimes, but he wasn't exactly heartless.
Well, most of the time.
When the first light of dawn hit the windows, she was already awake, listening to the sound of his breathing. She debated getting up and laying out his suit for him, but that would mean leaving the warmth of the bed.
'Love? It's time.'
She knows he's anxious to get back. A part of her understands, remembering how hard it was those first few days and weeks in Fenchurch, waiting to wake up from the nightmare. At least he has the option to go home.
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And, y'know. Lots of alcohol. Which is surely the only thing a pub needs.
'And...lots of magic people?'
If that's a draw?
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Other people. People who are not him. That would be all sorts of healthy and forward-thinking, wouldn't it?
She's not sure she's ready to go there, yet. Someday, possibly, but not today.
Mmm, beach, though. That's a nice memory. 'I think I'll save the beach for when you get back.'
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'You know it's not going anywhere, don't you? If you want to go on it, I'll still be allowed on it too.'
His heart sinks a bit, which, considering it wasn't high to begin with, doesn't feel good.
'And yes, people. Alex, you can't stay shut up in here all the time.'
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'There's a pub, right down stairs, love. With a proper fire place, and unlimited tea service. With chocolate biscuits from all over the universe. I don't think I'll be spending that much time in the room.'
Besides, she's always enjoyed people watching. It's good practice for someone in her line of work.
'Don't worry about me, please. It's not like I'm going to run off and join a convent while you're away.'
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'A convent? Christ, you'd better not.'
Where did that even come from?
'Though if you want to rent a room in one for when I'm not here, I wouldn't mind.'
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'Oh really, now? You're not worried I'll step out on you while you're away, are you?'
He can't be serious. She asked him to marry her.
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He wasn't worried, until right this minute. And not too much now. After what they've been through, he's pretty sure her head isn't going to be turned by some magic-wielding pretty boy from outer space.
'Anyway, if you did you'd tell me about it. So-'
He shrugs, the hint of a smile on his lips.
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'I mean, not that I wouldn't tell you. It would never happen in the first place. I'm in this for the long haul, Gene. You've seen me when I get my teeth into something. You can't say you didn't know what you were getting yourself into.'
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'I was teasin', Bols. Calm down.'
She always did get wound up at the smallest provocation. He quite likes it when it's about nice things.
'You know very well I've been trying to get into you for years.'
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'Just so I'm not another notch on your legendary bedpost, Mister Devastatingly Attractive Air of Mystery.' She turns the last word into a purr, leaning down to return the kiss with intent.
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'Nothing wrong with notches and bedposts, Bolly.'
And of course, he's not sure his conquests count, any more.
'But I think you rank a but higher than that, yeah.'
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'I should hope so,' she murmurs, watching him right back. After all they've been through together, she's still not quite sure this is happening. That this is her life now.
Her smile goes crooked, and she tilts her head at him.
'High enough to take home to meet your mum.' She'd honestly never got just how much he'd opened up to her that trip. She'd been so wrapped up in her own little psychodrama. 'I really wish I could do that whole thing over again, and try not cock it up so terribly.'
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And it's not like his mother is any more real than he is.
'It could have been a lot worse.'
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Not for a long time.
Her lips thin in a smirk.
'Bad as you meeting my mum for the first time? With me bent over a desk and my skirt hitched up?'
God, that was a nightmare.
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'I'd met her before that. I think that was probably more embarrassing for you, than me.'
Because it's not like he cares what uptight solicitors think of him. They're as bad as judges, in his opinion. Professional awkward, yes. Not personally.
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'Yes, but you didn't realize she was my mother. And yes, it was a nightmare. Mostly because she didn't realize who I was.'
'Still, she'd never approve of you.' She looks up at him from beneath her lashes, smiling.
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He's not bothered.
'I don't approve of her, either.'
There's a tiny hesitation, then he adds;
'Was she the same as you remember?'
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'Well, she was larger than life. Driven. Brash. And... cold. So, no, not that much different. I -- I was much closer to my father.'
Her expression shifts as she talks. Even knowing what she knows now, it's still a confusing and painful memory.
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'Must have made it worse,' he says, quietly.
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It's not the kind of memory she relishes going over and over in her head, so she sets it back in its little compartment and closes the lid on it.
She cuts a glance at him, realizing something.
'You never talk about your father.'
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'No.'
He shrugs a shoulder minutely.
'Not much to say about him.'
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'Well, we can leave that conversation for another time. Preferably after a bottle of wine or two.'
She lays her head on her arm, looking up at him with dark eyes.
'There's so much I still want to know about you.'
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'All you have to do is ask.'
He's not enthused about such conversations, but if they're what she wants, he'll try.
He glances around the room, in a probably obvious attempt at deflection.
'I suppose I'd better...'
He's not enthused about that, either.
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'I'll lay your suit out, if you want to have a wash.'
She can do this. It's what needs to be done, and she's always been good at doing what needs to be done.
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He still doesn't move. He wants to go home, and has wanted to since he got here. But the idea of it is better than actually walking out of the door.
'I'll go and have a shower. I don't suppose it really matters, going back cleaner than I came in.'
His world has dealt with weirder shit than that, in its time.
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