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lady_bols ([personal profile] lady_bols) wrote2012-07-09 12:31 pm
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Room 6620, Morning of the Third Day

She slept, and dreamt of fields of verdant green shrouded by the grey English sky.  A bell tolled in the distance, and in the mist, she could see ranks of her fellow officers, solemn in their black dress uniforms.  In their midst, six figures carried something heavy on their shoulders.  She can see the line of the casket, but it takes a moment for her to register what it is.  

There's a hole in the ground, clean edges, the mound of earth beside the grave covered with faux turf to hide the truth of it.  She can smell lilies and her favourite, white roses.  Evan has his arm around Mols shoulders, and her face looks so still.  She's been crying, Alex can tell.  But she's put a brave face on.

He's right, she knows.  She's strong, and resourceful.  She's going to be all right.  She is.

(I'm happy, hope you're happy too.)


But it doesn't keep her from missing her daughter.  And it hurts.  Like nothing she's ever experienced.  A part of her knows she should look away, but she can't.  She watches as they lower the casket into the ground, listens as the pipes play, a haunting melody that puts voice to the ache in her heart.  It feels like a final goodbye, and she struggles to stay there as long as she can.

But there's another reality she belongs to now, softly snoring in bed next to her.  She opens her eyes, feeling the tears on her cheeks, and drinks in the sight of him.  His hair is mussed, and when he's asleep, she can see the outlines of that young man's face beneath the surface.  She thinks of Betty, and gently brushes a lock of his hair back from his face, tucking it behind his ear.

Betty knows what it's like to lose a child.  Two of them, even.  God, she hopes this place will afford her the chance to meet the woman again.  Anything is possible, here, isn't it?

Aren't they both proof of that?
the_gene_genie: (Ashes - Pout)

[personal profile] the_gene_genie 2012-07-09 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
'OK.'

It sounds all right to him. Any day when people aren't telling him he has to talk about stuff - just fine.

'We'll go for a walk, or somethin'.'
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[personal profile] the_gene_genie 2012-07-09 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
He raises his eyebrows, and pulls the fag out from between his lips.

'Why would I want to do that?'

As long as she doesn't waltz out completely naked, he reckons he can control himself. It's too early to be getting active.
the_gene_genie: (Ashes - Lookin' Good Bols)

[personal profile] the_gene_genie 2012-07-09 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
'It's my room too,' he points out mildly, and obviously distracted by the view she's presenting.

He could definitely, definitely, get used to seeing that every day. Her legs are even better when they're completely uncovered.

When she emerges, he sends her a pointed look. 'Next time, I'll go first. I'll be able to get a Full English down me by the time you're finished.'

He's teasing. It should be obvious by the way he's still lounging in bed, and not exactly rushing to get anything done.
the_gene_genie: (Ashes - He and Bolly say whaaaaat?)

[personal profile] the_gene_genie 2012-07-09 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
He purses his lips, and absently scratches his stomach.

'All right.'

At least, once they start shagging. Just try and stop him then.

In the meantime, he pulls himself out of bed and yanks a hand through his hair. She looks different again. It's throwing him off.

'Can you get tea?'

He wanders towards the wardrobe, and then the bathroom. She'll have to tell him how she got them to bring it up the other day. But not now. He needs a shower.
the_gene_genie: (Ashes - Guv/Jacket)

[personal profile] the_gene_genie 2012-07-09 09:26 pm (UTC)(link)
He does not take half an hour. Five minutes under the water, five minutes to shave. Thirty seconds to splash on some Old Spice, and pull on the jeans and another black rubgy shirt. He resolutely does not go near anything she might describe as 'heavy'. She's right. They need a break from it, and that includes when he's on his own. He can ignore the fatigue and the feeling of it all hanging over his head, if he tries.

'Can we get food down there?'

He's eaten a couple of bites of a steak dinner, and a Garibaldi biscuit in the last few days. It's time to get something decent down his throat, even though he still doesn't have much appetite.
Edited 2012-07-09 22:01 (UTC)
the_gene_genie: (Ashes - Lookin' Good Bols)

[personal profile] the_gene_genie 2012-07-09 10:58 pm (UTC)(link)
'Yeah?'

He takes his tea, tries it, and adds another sugar.

'I'll have to say some other things, see if it has the same effect.'

He's fairly oblivious to the appreciation, but he can't walk past an innuendo and not give it a poke.
the_gene_genie: (Ashes - Interview Tennis/Pouty Face)

[personal profile] the_gene_genie 2012-07-09 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
He looks a bit taken aback, but in a good way. It's starting to sink in that she might just be a little bit of a minx.

Of course, he'd always hoped she was. Imagined she was. Dreamed she was. But the reality so rarely matches up.

'I'll stick it on me 'to do' list. We goin' down, or what?'

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[personal profile] the_gene_genie 2012-07-09 11:10 pm (UTC)(link)
He frowns in confusion.

'What's the matter wi...oh.'

And rolls his eyes.

'You've got a filthy mind, you have.'
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[personal profile] the_gene_genie 2012-07-09 11:17 pm (UTC)(link)
'You disappoint me again.'

No filthy mind, and not wearing that prozzie's outfit by choice? It's all very disappointing.

Still, he allows himself to be shooed, carrying his mug with him.

'You're supposed t'be a whore in the bedroom, remember?'
the_gene_genie: (Ashes - At Luigis)

[personal profile] the_gene_genie 2012-07-09 11:32 pm (UTC)(link)
It's a good job she's ahead of him, because his face blanches slightly at that. Not much. He just wasn't expecting his poor attempt at a joke, when he was on the floor of CID, to come back at him.

'Dunno why,' he says, stepping down behind her, with his eyes fixed firmly on her rear.

'They're the professionals.'

He has no doubt she'll be better, but that doesn't mean he can't take the piss.
Edited 2012-07-09 23:35 (UTC)
the_gene_genie: (Ashes - Pout)

[personal profile] the_gene_genie 2012-07-09 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
'It was edible. That's all I ask for.'

Not a great connoisseur of anything other than steak, Gene.

He slumps into the booth, and stifles a yawn. 'Before you get mardy at me over that, I should add that I don' know what you're on about.'
the_gene_genie: (Ashes 3x07 - Will We Bols?)

[personal profile] the_gene_genie 2012-07-09 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
He gives her a blank one in return.

'Well, I wasn't stating that I wanted any random prozzie in my bed. Just a bird who acted like one.'

And it was only a glib reply on that dating form anyway, albeit one based in a kind of truth.

'Anyway, you said it yourself. Practice makes perfect.'

So he's pretty sure they would be good at it. Good enough, in his experience.

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